Today started off a little strange,I'm probably the only person that forgot to set his clocks back an hour last night so I woke an hour early,but as soon as I signed online my day got better,I had an email from my son,he had a car accident almost two years ago that left him in a wheelchair and only partial use of his hands so he doesn't email much,his wreck is part of the reason I get so stressed out,he rolled my Jeep 9 times,had to be cut out of it,he was taken to the local hospital unable to move but the emergency room Dr said there was nothing wrong with him and since his wallet had been lost in the wreck the Highway Patrol took him to jail,now they had cut his clothes off him and he couldn't move so they loaded him in a wheelchair took him to jail,put him on a steel bed and left him,no they didn't bother to call anyone and tell them he had an accident,it was 2 days later when I had called everyone I could think of trying to find him that the owner of the salvage yard called and told me,I called the jail and first they said he wasn't there,they called back about 30 minutes later and said he was in the hospital,what really happened was when I called they "found "him still there,he was airlifted to the closest trauma center went into surgery for a broken neck,a collapsed lung,and pnemonia,he was in ICU for 40 days,now because of a STUPID DOCTOR he will be in a wheelchair for the rest of his life,his spinal cord wasn't broken but it was outside of the canel it supposed to be in,the trama Dr said maybe something could have been done if they had been able to work on him in the first 12 hours,but by the time the local jail sent him back to the hospital it was to late,yes he is alive and I'm very thankful for that,and yes I still have issues with COPS AND DOCTORS,but I'm working on it,sorry if this was long or caused anyone any stress,THE DALLAS COWBOYS WON!OK,thats enough of me today,I hope everyone had a great day,peace out,notagain49 (sorry about the spelling,tolazy to spellcheck)

I have spent the day reading blogs and watching college football,not a bad way to spend the day,ok so I didn't really get anything done,but it was kind of a good day,yesterday I had never even read a blog,and now I have read hundreds,I even left a few comments on some,well just one yesterday(since I'm new at this if I said something I shouldn't I'm sorry,please don't yell)but as I read this blog yesterday I just HAD to comment,today I read blogs from almost all the different areas,some were funny,some sad but they almost all seemed like real people,hey some have the same problems as me,some I wrote comments on,some were way over my head,(what do you wear to the Hamptons this time of year?)I'm not making fun of anyone I swear,and no I didn't comment on that one because I don't have a clue,my Grandfather always said "Better to keep your mouth shut and let them think your stupid than to say something and remove all dought",so I only wrote comment on the ones I knew something about,or really thought I could help,I found out I'm not the only person fighting with depression,I learned that women get lonely too,I wish I could explain my thought as well as some people do,esp.the Lady the I made the comment on her blog yesterday,she writes so that you can almost see just what she is writing about,I wil make my next post about my past,actually thats what this one was supposed to be but I read so much today what little brain I have left is on overload so I better hit the shower,take my diazepam and go to sleep,tommorrow is NFL,if Dallas can win it will be a good day,(not supposed to watch so don't tell anyone)OH THIS IS IMPORTANT!!! SOMEONE SENT ME THE INVITE TO BE ADDED TO THEIR YAHOO MESSENGER LIST,PLEASE SEND IT AGAIN,JUST AS I CLICKED THE ACCEPT BUTTON MY COMPUTER FROZE UP AND I couldn't get it back,and I didn't get the name,it had to be off this site because I haven't joined anything else in awhile that has my yahoo messenger name on it,thanks for reading,and putting up with me reading your blogs,and if I haven't put you to sleep with this rambling,your REALLY good,or you need decaf coffee,one or the other,ok,I'm gone,peace,out,

As the title says this is the first post on any blog,all I was really trying to do was post a comment on another blog,so forgive me if I don't do this right,so its a very nice,cool day in the Noth/East part of Texas,not that I get outside much,my computer is about my only link to the world,I have had 5 back surgeries,4 hernia surgeries,and I have M.S. as well as being treated for depression,(with the health problems wonder why anyone would be depressed)where does this go when I click on the submit button?How will I ever find it again?I have been divorced for over 10 years,and even though I get lonely,because of my health I understand I will be alone the rest of my life,but then I have been alone most of my life so it really doesn't matter,(does anyone read these things)I find reading blogs about other peoples lives helps with the depression,somehow just reading about other peoples days makes mine easier,some are sad,some are funny,sometimes it reminds me of something that has happened in my life,thats all I'm going to write until I see what happens after I hit that "Submit" button,if my computer doesn't "FRY" I'll post more later,peace out!