I Have To Clean Out My RV Tomorrow Because I Lose It The 3rd
I have a 28 foot travel trailer it old I bought it in 1990 its a 1989 model.When my health got worse and my Dr wouldn't let me live in it alone anymore my cousin said I could park it at her house since she has over 100 acres Now all of a sudden it has to be moved by the 3rd so I have to go clean it out tomorrow.I really think they believe I'll just let them have it and I might do that but I'm taking everything out first,the AC units and refrigerator maybe even the stove.Now I love my little trailer and I really wish I could live in it but I can't and never will be able to again not alone.I would give it away but its old and I don't know anyone that needs it so I won't be online tomorrow after about 11am and may not be on for a few days because I know its going to wear me out moving all the stuff out of there.And I know I owe alot of you answers to comments you have left me and I will answer soon I swear NO REALLY I WILL.Its almost time for the basketball game and though I'm not a huge fan since Dallas is playing I watch at least until "RESCUE ME" comes on I have to watch that show the guy is my "HERO" anyone that can get away with having a fantasy of Jesus talking to him and not get locked up"He is THE man" plus all the women he ends up with that the way it always works out though.I just want ONE but so does he and he can't keep the one he wants and so he is with 2 or 3 different women a week and I've been alone for years Something just ain't right but then I don't look the way he does or have the money he has.
I watched the discovery channel over the week-end and saw one country that the men buy their wives with pigs and in another the trade cows for a wife I'd be screwed in either one since I don't have cows anymore and never raised pigs its "nice" to know even if I lived in some 3rd world country I'd still be all alone.
The last thing is I live in motel most of you know that but the owner is nice and I have lived in worse places but last Friday was really bad.This place is mostly rented by the month or the week but last Friday a guy came by and offered the owner $50 for a room for an hour I didn't know anything about this and never would have except I happen to walk out to water my flowers just as they were pulling into the room next to mine and I was shocked when I saw the woman in this little party I worked with her husband for 2 years and she is a local youth pastor but it wasn't her husband she was checking in a motel for an hour with No I would never tell the husband I have been the one sitting at home and I wouldn't wish that on anyone but then as my friend that read my blog know I DON'T UNDERSTAND WOMEN AND NEVER WILL.Be nice to each other Mikel
I have written this before and erased it instead of posting it but I'm going to try it again.My Mother and Father married when they were just kids and divorced when I was between 4 and 5 my Mother remarried when I was 9 but never had anymore kids(with me so far) My Father remarried almost before the ink was dry on the divorce papers and best guess is he was married 6 or 7 times and had kids by all his wives.The woman he married right after my Mother I think her name was Ann and they had 2 daughters(I couldn't find any of the 3 when he died)after that was a nice woman that lives in California now and they had one son(Cory)When my Dad was in his 40's he was in Ohio and met a family that had 2 sons and about 15 daughters and they were trying to get rid of them so dear old Dad married one of the girls,the oldest one she was 13 at the time and they had 2 girls and 2 boys.I know there was at least one other marriage before the girl from Ohio and 1 or 2 after.My brother Cory was in the Marines and served in Desert Storm,my youngest brother had a full ride to college in Oklahoma but he blew it off and the other brother works in the oil fields,the sister that I exchange emails with met a guy when she was 11 and he got her hooked on crack and had her working as a prostitute by the age of 12,she has 2 daughters,my youngest sister also had a full ride to college but when she was 18 she met a married guy a Muslim preacher and for reasons know only to her she gave him her virginity and now has 2 of his kids so see the way my family is? I only bring all this up because alot of you have ask me because of my health why I haven't ask my family for help and now you know,they are more screwed up than I am but one thing I can say about my family is that there has been a member of my family in every war this country has ever fought except this mess we are in now.My Father was buried with full military honors,the Flag and the brass marker and all.I had a step-sister from my Mother and her second husband but I lost track of her almost 30 years ago and have no idea how to go about finding her.I have thought about that people finder service online that cost you $39.95 and they are supposed to be able to locate people but I don't know if it works or if it is a rip-off.Have any of you ever tried it?Well I've run on enough for now I hope everyone has a great holiday week-end and no I don't have the results of my tests back yet I could have called my Doctor and ask but I didn't and his office isn't open again until Monday and someone "accidentally" turned my phone off so they couldn't call me,maybe next week I'll know something but it will probably be after the first of the month on my next appointment.Be good to each other,your friend Mikel
This Isn't About Me So Please Don't Flame Its About How Great Nurses Are
As some of you know I was at the hospital most of the day yesterday for tests but that's not what this post is about.I just wanted to say how great nurses are,they see people at there worst and make us feel better and usually do it with a smile and try to make us smile.I don't know if any of my blog friends are nurses but I know some in the real world well knew some I haven't seen them in years.I know that being a nurse pays well but that's not the reason most of them become a nurse at least not the ones I know they just want to help people.I went to the hospital in my hometown,where I grew up,not where I live now,and I saw nurses that I haven't seen in years but they remembered me and were really nice.These were the same women that took care of me when I tried to kill myself 3 times in a little over a month,that was a few years ago,but this is just a way for me to say how much I love the job that nurses do and to thank them all for helping.Mikel
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Now all of a sudden it has to be moved by the 3rd so I have to go clean it out tomorrow.I really think they believe I'll just let them have it and I might do that but I'm taking everything out first,the AC units and refrigerator maybe even the stove.Now I love my little trailer and I really wish I could live in it but I can't and never will be able to again not alone.I would give it away but its old and I don't know anyone that needs it so I won't be online tomorrow after about 11am and may not be on for a few days because I know its going to wear me out moving all the stuff out of there.And I know I owe alot of you answers to comments you have left me and I will answer soon I swear 
NO REALLY I WILL.Its almost time for the basketball game and though I'm not a huge fan since Dallas is playing I watch at least until "RESCUE ME" comes on I have to watch that show the guy is my "HERO" anyone that can get away with having a fantasy of Jesus talking to him and not get locked up"He is THE man" plus all the women he ends up with that the way it always works out though.I just want ONE but so does he and he can't keep the one he wants and so he is with 2 or 3 different women a week and I've been alone for years 
Something just ain't right but then I don't look the way he does or have the money he has.
I'd be screwed in either one since I don't have cows anymore and never raised pigs its "nice" to know even if I lived in some 3rd world country I'd still be all alone.
No I would never tell the husband I have been the one sitting at home and I wouldn't wish that on anyone but then as my friend that read my blog know I DON'T UNDERSTAND WOMEN AND NEVER WILL.Be nice to each other Mikel 
My Father remarried almost before the ink was dry on the divorce papers and best guess is he was married 6 or 7 times and had kids by all his wives.The woman he married right after my Mother I think her name was Ann and they had 2 daughters(I couldn't find any of the 3 when he died)after that was a nice woman that lives in California now and they had one son(Cory)When my Dad was in his 40's he was in Ohio and met a family that had 2 sons and about 15 daughters and they were trying to get rid of them so dear old Dad married one of the girls,the oldest one she was 13 at the time and they had 2 girls and 2 boys.I know there was at least one other marriage before the girl from Ohio and 1 or 2 after.My brother Cory was in the Marines and served in Desert Storm,my youngest brother had a full ride to college in Oklahoma but he blew it off and the other brother works in the oil fields,the sister that I exchange emails with met a guy when she was 11 and he got her hooked on crack and had her working as a prostitute by the age of 12,she has 2 daughters,my youngest sister also had a full ride to college but when she was 18 she met a married guy a Muslim preacher and for reasons know only to her she gave him her virginity and now has 2 of his kids so see the way my family is? 
